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Listen to my station on Blip.fm! on Blip [12 Dec 2009|07:43pm]
Listen to my station on Blip.fm!
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[03 Nov 2008|07:02pm]

1. Grab the nearest book. Don't search around and look for the "coolest" book you can find. Do what's actually next to you.
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.

"The girl was looking straight ahead with one hand on the door handle, sitting up rigid and tense in the seat as though she were waiting for the right moment to jump out and run."

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[20 Apr 2008|11:19pm]

I love hockey. GO PIRATES! :)

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[18 Apr 2008|10:07pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

I think I've become a complete and total hypochondriac.
Then again, of course I'd think so if I were, I think everything is wrong with me.
Maybe it is. I don't even know anymore, it's so messed up.


Oh, and by the way, Dennis called me? It was the randomest thing. I just have no idea.
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[16 Mar 2008|11:35am]

 My jaw is killing me. I hope this week goes by fast.

Today I have yoga at 4:30, and then after I will probably go to Rosie's because it's apparently her birthday dinner. I don't know, we'll see. I still have to clean, so yeah.

Monday I have nothing, but it's a red day and I don't have Chemistry, so it'll go by fast. Then I have to work 4-7, ugh. Tuesday is Crepe Day in French, so that'll be good. :) And hopefully Josh is still taking my shift.

Wednesday is pretty much nothing, but it means the week is almost over. I work 4-7, too, though, so that isn't fun. Thursday is my day off, and that's pretty much it.

Friday is just Friday, so it's already good. I don't have Chemistry then, either, so that will be fun. And also, we are going to the Old Port for Photography, so I'm excited about that. ANNNND I don't work.

So there you have it!
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[25 Feb 2008|03:22pm]

I wish you knew how much I missed you. It's been years... years.. since I've seen you, or talked to you. You have no idea. You really don't. You meant the world to me. I still miss you, every single day, just like I always have, just like I always will. I wish you would even talk to me. Say anything to me, anything at all. But you won't, and I don't know what to do to get you to talk to me. I need to talk to you, somehow, some way. I know it was in the past, but I can't let it go. I miss you so fucking much. I would do anything to get you to talk to me, even be my friend, again. Anything in the fucking world.

I know you must think about me sometime, right? I just wish you would talk to me again. Say anything at all to me. I just need to know you still care. I just need to know you're still there.

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[22 Feb 2008|10:51pm]

Today was rather dull. It snowed, mostly, and I was supposed to clean my room but didn't. It feels more like a Sunday than a Friday, but whatever. I had to work from 3:45-6:45 and was in a tooon of pain. It sucked.

College is stressing me out, I don't know where I'm gonna go, ahhh.

And by the way, I COMPLETELY had forgotten about taxes. Which could easily bring my $300 up to like, $600+, which will give me enough for my camera, I think! So I better get help filling out all that shit soon, so I can get my money soon, so I can get my camera soon! :) Yay!

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[19 Feb 2008|10:41pm]
I've been celebrating my birthday for the past 3 days.
In reality, it was yesterday. But, whatever.
Anyway, I'm exhausted. Night!
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[15 Feb 2008|03:09pm]
I'm really sick of my job.

On another note, it's officially February vacation, and my birthday in on Monday. Sweet.
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[13 Feb 2008|09:22pm]
If it could just stop snowing. That'd be pretty great.
I'm so sick of this snow. So sick of snow days.
I'd rather not go to school until July.
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[10 Feb 2008|12:06am]

In the words of Guster, "How did everything get so fucked up?"

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[05 Feb 2008|03:29pm]

I hardly ever have time anymore because of musical. But it's almost over now. Two rehursals left (one if we do good tomorrow) and four more shows. It kinda sucks, but I'm so ready to have nothing to do every day except relax and do what I want. Assuming I don't have to work, which also sucks, but I could use the money. So whatever.

I am getting really sick, which also sucks, because we still have musical this weekend. And just because I hate not feeling well. And I hate to work today 4-7, so that sucks, too.

Tomorrow I have the Girls Day Breakfast at school. For the girls who did sports fall/winter this year and spring last year. Free breakfast and I get to miss first block. Works for me.

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[29 Jan 2008|02:48pm]

Ah, Juno. What a cute movie. I loved it! :)

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[20 Jan 2008|01:29am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

+5 more selfportraitsCollapse )
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[18 Jan 2008|10:25pm]

If it weren't for Dennis, I think I'd be a really sad, lonely person. I'm so glad he is my best friend, you have no idea. I'm having such a hard time right now, and he's the only one I can talk to who makes me happy. And that's good. There's more I could say, of course, but some things are better left unsaid, yeah?


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[17 Jan 2008|03:40pm]
[ mood | drained ]

I almost can't breathe out of my nose. My throat is almost sore. I have almost no appetite. I almost can't focus on anything. I almost always have a really hard time falling asleep, and an even harder time waking up. I'm exhausted. I'm tired of school, I'm tired of musical, I'm tired of working. I'm just tired of it all. I just want to sleep through the rest of the winter and wake up in the spring. I think then things would be better. I think then I'd be a lot happier to get through the days.

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[14 Jan 2008|12:28pm]
Thank you Mother Nature.
Thank you Joe Cuppo, channel 6 weather guy?
Thank you South Portland School Board.
Thank you dear lord, baby Jesus.

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[13 Jan 2008|09:33pm]
[ mood | sore ]

Dear Mother Nature,

If you let us have a snowday tomorrow, I will be sosososo happy. I'll sleep with a spoon under my pillow? Anything. Just no school, I hate going, I hate it. I need it to stop, I need a day off, this weekend isn't enough. I need more rest, time to catch up. I want to feel better. Please? I'm begging you.


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[12 Jan 2008|02:17pm]

I really don't want to work 3-9 today.
UGHHH. This sucks.

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[11 Jan 2008|02:49pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

I've been feeling horribly lately.

The past few days I've had this really bad sharp pain. But I just let it be and sucked it up. At musical rehursal last night I felt so bad. I came home, and my dad called the insurance's medical hotline and I talked to a nurse. She told us we should go to the ER, because it could be serious. So we did, and we waited there for hours. And then they sent me home because "nothing" was wrong with me? They said that I probably just have muscle pain, even though it feels like someone is stabbing me with this huge needle. I guess that's nothing, though? I woke up today and felt even worse. My whole body aches. I feel like I fell off a ski lift, and tumbled down the entire mountain, hitting everything in the way. It's a terrible feeling. I really wish I didn't have to work tomorrow. I'd love to just sleep through the whole weekend.

Also - Add my Project 365 journal.



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